Lately I been feeling like I have a double life. When I do anything with photography, shoots, editing, blogging, checking forums, anything I feel great. But when I am doing everyday things, taking care of Aiden and Lily, cooking, cleaning, anythings other than photography I feel horrible. For those that don’t know, I was diagnosed with Endometriosis. I was on an injection treatment for the past few months in hopes of solving it. But on my 3rd injection my body did not react well so we stop it. Now my body is slowly going back into a lot of pain. The next step is a hysterectomy, which I am totally fine with now. I have 2 amazing children and it looks like those two are miracles all on there own and I didn’t even know it.
So when I say photography is my therapy I really do mean it! When I am out on a shoot I feel like a totally different person, then when I get into my car to come home I start to slip right back into pain. I need to learn how to channel that mind set into other parts of my life until things are different.
Or I just need more shoots!
Random picture….it just seems weird not have one on a post!
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